In Limbo

I was going through some old blogs, and found one that I had written in January of 2011.  At the time I was going through major life changes, and was in an odd place.  I just went with the flow, and trusted what was happening.

Transitioning Stages

I don't know how or why it happens, but sometimes people just change.  There is no stopping it.  It has been occurring with me for the past six months.  I do have to say that these modifications are for the better, but old habits and personality traits die hard.  Today I suddenly realized I don't know myself right now.  Yes, that makes no sense.  I am also having difficulty relating to people who have been in my life for so many years.   I was talking to an individual today whom I met when I was right on the verge of this change.  He actually told me that I am a such a different person from when he first met me, but it was a good thing.  I know I am on a better path in my life, I suppose at this present time I am just experiencing growing pains.  Right now it feels like I am briefly on auto pilot, and my sub conscious has slightly sedated me to take over for a bit to do the rest of the work???????????  

I am not going to try and fight what is taking place with me because I know it is what's best.